After 20 months my girlfriend has decided that she no longer wants to be together. I am hurt and confused and really kind of lost. She has hurt me beyond belief because I have devoted so much to being with her and gave everything to her that I could give, mind body heart and soul.
I am hoping right now that she is just saying these things because she is going through a hard time, but if not, I will accept that we can not be together and I will pick up the pieces and I will go on. I love her with all my heart but I can not be a part time thing, I want commitment, I want forever. If she cant give me that then we can be together, that is just the way it is.
I hope that she and I can remain friends, no matter what. I really wish there was someone that knows what I am going through, but none of my friends quite understand. They have either never been in this type of relationship, or are straight and do not understand a same sex relationship in the first place. My heart is torn as I sit here, andI can only pray that she does love me the way I love her.
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